::Enter my mind::

Ok, well i'm mildly buzzed, but I'm to the point where I barely feel it anymore and want to go to bed, but I'd figure I'd write something first. Let me just say that last night was the most fun I've had in a long time. Third year streaking Hathway way in a row, and this year was definitely the best! Freshman year was fun and exciting, second year was tame and I felt jaded for whatever reason (probably the lack of booze), and this year was fun because I was pretty intoxicated and so many people I know did it this year!! Lots of pics... maybe I went a little overboard with the amount of penis thrown around, but hell, you only live once right?

Besides the nights where you vomit, I think my least favorite part of drinking is that moment you wake up in the morning and for a brief moment you don't remember anything from the night before and where you are, and then it hits you and you immediately look for all your valuables and start to freak out. It happens to me every time. I wake up and immediately look for my keys, phone, and wallet and any of them are not on my nightstand like they should be I freak out and jump out of bed and scramble around the house until I make sure I have everything. And then if you can't find them or they are indeed lost you freak the hell out... Yeah, not a good feeling!

I had some interesting thoughts earlier but I forget them now. Here's an interesting one to think about though: how do babies think? lol Like, they don't know any language, so when they are hungry, what are they thinking? They're not thinking "i'm hungry" and they're not thinking "i need food." well, they're thinking that, but without the words... So really, what are they thinking and how? baby talk? i hope you understand what I mean haha.

Ugh i really miss someone tonight. I just feel like we're gonna drift apart and stop talking completely and it really makes me sad/upset. But I just got to learn to go with the flow better and see if they take the initiative more. I guess that'll say it all. I've said it once and I've said it before, but sometimes I really need a mind tranquilizer!

Ok, i am going to pass out now. Good. Night.